
New Yearâs Eve. Last day of the old year; looking forward to the new.
There is something in us that makes us reflective at this season. We think through the past year and often make resolutions for the new.
This year, things will be better. Life will be better. We will be better.
Humans being complicated, this general optimismâor at least desire for improvementâis countered by cynics (they would call themselves realists) who confidently predict that it wonât last. Some of them seem irritated that anybodyâs even trying. The most obvious example of that, I suppose, is at the gym, where the regulars are frustrated that for the first week or two of every January they canât get to their usual machines because of the crowdsâand their irritation is increased by the fact that the interlopers donât even know how to use said machines.
I feel their painâthough Iâll admit that I havenât done much at the gym this last semester, mostly due to schedule constraints of my first-semester teaching schedule. If I were going to start an exercise program, I think Iâd start in Decemberâor any time other than January. But as it happens, my gym is closed for 2 weeks precisely at the end of December, so thatâs out.
Anyway, while recognizing the inconvenience that the optimists are to the cynics, at least at the gym, Iâd like to suggest that they lighten up a little. If history is any guide, a lot of people will set out on a course of self-improvement this week, and the great majority of them will apostatize before the month is out. But does that mean that they shouldnât even try? Or that they shouldnât at least aspire?
Isnât aspiration, the desire to get better, the desire to succeed, an essential part of being a healthy human? Isnât it part of the image of God in us?
And if it is, shouldnât we start down that path, and encourage others to do the same? Is that hopelessly naĂŻve, or is it just healthy?
God certainly knew that we would fail when he created us, and he went ahead and did it anyway. He knew that Abrahamâs descendants would be unfaithful lovers in the extreme, but he chose and blessed them anyway. He knew that Moses would strike the rock in rage, and that the same Israel who stood at Mt. Sinai and criedâwith one voiceââAll that the Lord has spoken, we will do!â (Ex 19.8), would refuse to take the land when God gave it to them. He knew that David would sin with Bathsheba. Jesus knew that Peter would deny himâand that Judas would betray him. And God chose them all anyway.
The Judas story is particularly intriguing. The Scripture doesnât tell us Judasâs motive for the betrayalâthough earlier it describes his motive at Bethany as greed (Jn 12.6). Some have speculated that like some of the other Jews, he wanted Jesus to overthrow the Romans and establish a political Messiahship. Maybe he did. If so, Jesusâ treatment of him is interesting.
It appears that Jesus set up a âbuddy systemâ among the Twelve; we know that he sent them out in pairs on at least one preaching tour (Mk 6.7), and the accompanying list of the apostles appears to list them in pairsâPeter and Andrew, James and John, and so forth (Mt 10.2). If this is a âbuddy listâ of long-term âroommateâ relationships, with whom does Jesus pair Judas?
Simon the Zealot (Mt 10.4).
And whatâs the significance of that?
The designation Zealot is a reference to an activist group of the day who opposed the hated Roman occupiers with what we would call today âasymmetrical warfare.â
Simon was a guerrilla fighter. He was a terrorist.
But a changed one. He followed Jesus, and unlike Judas, he stayed true to that commitment to the very death.
So maybeâmaybeâJesus paired Judas the malcontent with Simon the (converted!) Zealot to let him see up close what a redeemed terrorist and Roman-hater looked like.
Maybe he was giving Judas a chance.
In any case, the God who knows all doesnât go all cynical on us just because he knows weâll stumble or even fail spectacularly.
We shouldnât think like that either.
So make your plans, and your resolutions, for the new year. Set off down that path, with determination.
And if you proceed unevenlyâyou will, you knowâget up and keep going.
For what itâs worth, Iâm rooting for you.
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